I am a Madam Now

Salam

Hey I got married!!

May ago.. 

27th May 2016

my Solemnization Day..

and my Reception Day was held on 

10th Sept 2016

Yea I know I know 

I am late

but who care like seriously

I am just got time on now..

so I post it now..

I got a video on my big day

but yeah..

It's ok..I will post it later..

But I knew you already saw my wed day pics.. 

right..

Just go to my FB

and see album Chinta..

and there you go..

My husband's name is 'Arafat Lokman

he is mix Chinese..

Egg Boss(Warisan Kak Midah)

Egg's Supplier

His my boss now..haha

while waiting for my Chentasy Beauty Cutie Bridal and Spa cust.

Hey I do Salon too now!

enough talk

So back to him

He was my ex 

My first Love on 2007..

Yea I know I'm only 17 that day

Still Kalau Jodoh Tak Kemana 

kan sayang..

I Love You..

Don't matter how much number I am for You, You are my first love

and hope I am your Last love..

May this marriage last till Jannah..

Can you predict how our future baby will look like?

argghhh.. pls pray for us..

Wish we had a Soleh and Solehah Son/Daughter

and pray for our business will getting bigger and biggerrrrr!!

ok bye..

here's the pics.. enjoy!

This Pelamin made by me (CBC)

Own Make Up on Solemnization

The moment.. isk isk

Family Husband Sides..(From Left Lil SIL,Me, FIL, Husband, Second SIL)

Khatam Make Up

Pre Wed Make Up

My Family

Reception Make Up

Candy Booth by me

Pelamin by Tim (Mahligai Bridal)

Why??

This is sad

So sad

I always tryna walk as careful as I can to not bump into her

The Fate was

I must need to face her

The Almighty one has His plan for me

The Satan separate us

and He returned back the bitterness

But can I?

What she have done was too violent to be forgiven

The most weird was

She pretended like nothing happened between us

While I grip my fist tight to hold my anger

She gave me impact that clearly can be seen until now..

Well I am bad

But she the one who made me

You know what kind of person is that?

My brother's fault, I'm the one who get the vengeance

Yes.. But should I hate my bro? No

It's her! It's always her to be put the blame on..

No one know what has she done

That is why I cry

No one know...................... 

and I don't know what she gonna tell anyone about me....................

-Chentasy Beauty Cutie-

Salam..  

If we wanna talk about experience, I think I got loads of them..

FROM

Kuih Raya maker
Clerk
IT Giatmara
Teller Western Union
Customer Service Telekom Malaysia
Lab Assistant
Draught Woman

BUT NOW

Let me introduce you
 
 -Chentasy Beauty Cutie-

Our Own Bridal Boutique and Spa

Thanks to my lover..

You fulfill my utltimate dream..
Started May 2015

I'm so sorry I am not telling you I'm owned this 9 month ago..

I am too busy..

hee

So where I got it's name?
Chentasy Beauty Cutie
Chenta will be a name of my future daughter LOL
Just Because I like to Fantasize,so
Chenta + Fantasy = Chentasy
Then Beauty atcha I wanna Put Pretty, but I accidentally put Beauty in my Name Card, & I got no chance to correct it.. Sad..
Cutie = Me

Well I don't really think to put any pics of it here... so let's just take a look at my boutique and stuff in my page HERE

Hey.. My Blog.. Isn't it cute? 2016 Theme is WHITE Color.. Hope My Heart as White as "WHITE"

SURE

SURE I'M OKAY

Yeah well that's it

BYe

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hehe..Kidding..

Well living in society is my biggest fear. I felt insecure

It will end up to be a lot of people hate me and vice versa.

Disaster yeah of course because I am a Scorpion one.

IDK. maybe its just me or I've got a negative Aura all over me or they've got jealous on me?

LOL I'm not simply say so to prove I got anything to be jealous with, but it really is because most of them hate me without noticing why.

They just distinguish me out of the league like suddenly!!

 

Most weird things I've ever happened were once has been isolated a few minute right after we've chat and laughed (no insulting, just polite kinda jokes)!!!!

What if I say I did a wrong deeds? maybe.. but if it nada ?

Despite of being isolated, I just imagined them as an abandoned ember..

 

bye..

ok this is real

 

heheeh

 

 



16-22 Compiled

 

 

 

 

 

 

23-30 ? to be continued..

If I got alive..

InsyaAllah

What a demon love

The Sorcerer And The White Snake

Love Me Like You Do

BReak UP!!

Tanx.. BYe

EE-DaY :)

When? Chill and enjoy my video below.. Thumbs up if you like it..

EE

Alhamdulillah.. and pray for this barakah relation will we make..

Terrific Opening 2015

Hye.. From today I wanna chill my mind from over thinking bout future.. 

The more I think, More dull will I be

Alone in this world doesn't mean I will be alone then

Being too frustrated doesn't overcome my probs

Just that we want to make sure what life we want us in..

Being too grown up and boring is ain't me.. But when no one here with me, That's how I be..

A perfectly boring and dull creepy doll

Okay.. Tomorrow.. Gonna Go To Tasik Y..Alone.. To Burn My Calories and Fat..

Hope Towards This Feb, I will be a super Thin as I miss my old Skinny Outfit..

Just Pray that my new workplace will be last till the day I die.. Malas na pkir da..

Done.. 

Hey.. I bumped into this video 

called Retaliation..

I liked the intro how cool is she look as a Bimbo leader (Like me)

Like me?? 

Ok..

Seriously I am a teenager who always fight with boys.. u know.. by hand, feet, brooms, fist.. u know.. kind of cat fight but lil extra harsh u know.. Because maybe I am raised surrounded by brothers which makes me as a Punch Bag lol.. So I get used to strike back.. Not crying like my girl friends did..and I am not a talkative person, mocking nor blabs as a defensive as my girl friend did..

When my friends get bullied, she will ask me to retaliate.. and of course the enemy again.. Boys..!

But Boys.. you know they not like girl fight..girl fight last till the end of the world.. But with boys.. we fight till bleed, then tomorrow like.. yo sup Karim.. (Boy dad's name) and they replied sup bebeh.. the hell? yea.. that is why i love boy.. and some said I looked like a boy.. and that is why I learn make up since Primary school with eyeliner, lipstick, gloss, lash curler..to prove that I am a girl..!! Then, Bimbo!!

Predictable, Of course Bimbo has many enemies from girls and teachers.! 

I remember how others unintelligent Bimbo hates me and teachers as well

(cz my appearance)

But when it comes to helping

they will ask me politely.. when I helped, but if it not reach their satisfaction, they will cruelly hating and mocking.

 But what kind of help?

Any school contest they don't know who else talented.. LOL..

But after all.. Bimbo is meant to be a beauty unintelligent female..Luckily I'm in science Class (But what for? I hate science).. But yes I am unintelligent in my emotion and lust.. sigh.. watever..

Just wanna say.. this video is cool.. cz I like the intro with that song and I search the song and I love it..

enjoy!

Yes You Are..

Treat Me Like a Doll

Hey nigga..! lol

of course u Malay..

n we proud to be it

So u know..

owh u dont know

u know (once again)

Being a doll is easy

just sit back and relax

wait

n 

smile

wait for a changing outfit

wait for a bath

and then 

wait to be bend in lil bed for a sleep

owhh.. such an easy days to be a doll

isn't it?

But i'm a human

 i can fight for my right

u think its a sin don't u?

:)

Because, a status about 2013 yesterday is just too mainstream

Hola..!
 Happy New Year 2013..!
   I hate this..! i'm 23 Now.. sob3..
    Resolution? Nothing.. Heee..
     A lot to write.. Loads of em in my head right now
      Which be concluded as Nothing..!
        Well yeah..! my theme color this year is a Chocolate..!
          I mean Brown..
            Like usual I love dim, calm color which is cool to
              my eye and yours too..
                So enjoy take a look at my new template..!
      







 Thank Allah we still alive to repair our life before kiok..
 

Graphics

2012 summaRY

HoLa..!
Now its summary time..! Well this is my first summary actually cz i'm so busy and this blog is not my type anymore.. LOL..!

s0 YeaH..! i'm gonna short it from:

January - March i've been recruited in a company recommended by my dad..

Office environment and that's my second Spect.. My eyes sore and swollen and that Spect designed for Computer not for dim

June i've been recruited in a Remittance company..

Office environment.. 1 Malaysia Flag Yellow, Blue, Red Lips and White Skin.. aGaGa..

August Eid Celeb.. Grey okek..

Tim timi my BFF Forever made this Kurung..Full Sponsor okek..! Luv her

September my BlackBerry R.I.P 2010-2012 and will never be replaced by anyphone.. but I'm sure I can replace.. so I replace it with

Torchlight okek..kau ade?

October my KPTM's Concovation at PICC Putrajaya

When I walk on stairs, I'm fallen in love.. S**T..!

November make up my BFF.. Syiero's engagements

Congrats dear, hope last til Jannah

and my Khatimul Quran's Graduation.. 

She's my sister, she's graduated too and my mom and dad, graduated as a Sanad's Degree...!

December, resigned and focus for my business (while looking for a job gak..huu)

Beauty Product
Wedding Favor/ Door gift
Cake and Tart
Korean Outfit
Kemeja (T__T)
Make up and accesories for Rent
Dress and Clutch bag for Rent/Sale

Here





Tune Speed, Repair Computer, Laptop
Here


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Ok I'm also wants to congrats my friends who have been called as a Madam, Bum, Fiena and Myza.. and Bum will be a mommy soon.. Pray for her n her baby ya'll..! 

Yeah..That's it..! I will leave you with my 22th Birthday's celebration's video..
See yah..! Salam.. Bye..! 

:')

HeYYa..!

s0 L0NG Ha?

i'm N0T DisaPPeaR, i'm JusT iNvisiBLe

Haaa

Y?

same L0ve sT0RY 6th Times N0w..!!

SIXTH TIMES

DaFuQ is THs??

0k i'm wR0NG

aLL Bk 2 maseLF

i DiD wR0NG 0F maseLF

s0,

LeTs BeGiN 2 B a mRs cRaB Bk..

Juz G0T TiReD 2 B kiNDa 

wHRe

wiTH0uT $$

xcuse me i'm vaLuaBLe...!

Huu..

NewaY, N0THiNG.. i'LL P0sT B0uT THs m0NTH N NexT m0NTH LaTeR..

i kNew 0NLY me ReaD THs..

HaHaa..

RiTe THeRe..

HeLL 0... 

eRm.. iTs s0 messY RiTe HeRe.. 

cLeaNiNG mY FiLTHY BL0G..

veRY DuskY..

uRGGGHH..

HeY..

FiNaLLY i F0uND HeR 0k.!

N0w i'm FeLT Like a New B0RN

Like iT was BeiN F0RGive N BeeN 4GeT..

BuT is iT??

iDk..

H0Pe sHe caN accePT iT as 1 0F D 0BsTacLe NeeDs 2 B FaceD wiT..

N i'm s0RRY 2 Him T0o..

0F BeiNG sPiTeFuL.. cz TReaT me Like a RuBBisH..

Like a ******

s0 waT uP wiT mY sTaTus 

'eG0, PLs seT us FRee' ?

YeaH.. i've BeeN cRazY 0F cRYiN' 0F sumTiN' iDk..

Y NeGLecT me Like DaT?

waTs mY FauLT?

LauGH.. wHeRe u've BeeN?

i Neva see u siNce DaT DaY..

0wH weLL..!

TaNx..

saLam.. 

i'm siNGiNG N i N0e iT..

HeaR iT iF u waNNa BLeeD uR eaR

0kek TaNx..

4 ma BFF's

GaD0 aGY.. T__T



Nu YeR

iTs Nu YeR..!!

N0w  iTs Time 2 Give u ma aNaLYsis PeRceNTaGe B0uT ma LiFe iN 2011..

caReeR: 99% 0kL0RH

FiNaNce:20% i'm BR0ke

FRieNDs: 98% Luv Ya ma BFF's

Luv:95% - 0% eRm..

aLL iN aLL: 90% i'm sTiLL aLive..

T0TaL: 312% kacHiNG..!

BaBai PuRPLe..HYe siLveR..!

BaBai m0T0R..HYe caR..!

Heee..

H0Pe THs wiL B FuLFiLLeD 2waRDs THs YeaR..

2012..HeRe i c0me..

weDDiNG maRY's sYs N BR0..

HYe..18/12/11

i'm aTTeND mY BFF's siBLiNGs weDDiNG,

maRY..